編者:Carly
I’ve known this guy for at least 6 months now and when I first met him I felt like I’d been hit by a bus! I was extremely shy but thank god I still had courage to yell out his name LvB. He immediately turned around and said hi and I was like OMG can I have a selfie (yeah, this was pretty like a little fan girl LOL)! This teen photographer was pretty nice and down to earth. Even though there were so many things I wanted to talk to him, I just spent the time in silence. Before I met him, my friend and I kept making fun on his instagram. I didn’t know what I was doing but I just felt like it was fun-haha, then I did. I even sent him a wrong message on snapchat, by the way LOL!!!!! I had resolved that this wasn’t going where I wanted it to go and I decided to end it with him rather than get blocked form him later.
I love him not because he is handsome, not because he is dutch, and even not because he is rich, but because he is more myself than I am. He lives the life that every teenager dreams of living like me, taking photos of the world’s best DJ MG, traveling around the world with him, going to the huge party/music festival with the #teamgarrix. He is just a so damn talented photographer. I definitely love his photos because the best moment about it is that it never changes even when the person in it does. I remember I started to take photos when I was in 8th grade but I ended up giving up before I got into the college to start my next chapter. He inspires me to start taking photos again indeed, even though I am not really into photography and am currently so busy with my final project, I would so love to feel the way when he’s taking photo.
Please don’t ask me why I would love him that much! Come on, love is no reason. I can tell you I love MG’s music but not him; I love LvB, not only his photos, but everything about him, and I am glad that I know him and that he has taken the time out to talk to my weird ass, though just once only. I know it’s cliche but I’m in love with him. I am obsessed by him. I go to sleep thinking about him, wake up thinking about him; I can’t get him out of my thoughts. I’d drop everything if he asks me to and I would do anything for him that I am pretty sure. I am so desperate for him I even considered getting pregnant just so if I wasn’t with him, I’d have part of him to hold onto (I know I think too much). I know this is totally wrong and not sensible but I want him, I need him—I miss him. I want more! Okay, to him, I am just basically one of the fans, but, to me, he is my world.
I think this is kind of 失戀 as you will never make him love you back. I love him but these 3 simple words aren’t enough for both of us. I do know no matter how much I love him, he will never know. Of course, “I love you” is not enough to make him mine but still I can love a person with all my heart and soul.
I feel like I’m going mad insane—completely crazy.
I’ve known this guy for at least 6 months now and when I first met him I felt like I’d been hit by a bus! I was extremely shy but thank god I still had courage to yell out his name LvB. He immediately turned around and said hi and I was like OMG can I have a selfie (yeah, this was pretty like a little fan girl LOL)! This teen photographer was pretty nice and down to earth. Even though there were so many things I wanted to talk to him, I just spent the time in silence. Before I met him, my friend and I kept making fun on his instagram. I didn’t know what I was doing but I just felt like it was fun-haha, then I did. I even sent him a wrong message on snapchat, by the way LOL!!!!! I had resolved that this wasn’t going where I wanted it to go and I decided to end it with him rather than get blocked form him later.
I love him not because he is handsome, not because he is dutch, and even not because he is rich, but because he is more myself than I am. He lives the life that every teenager dreams of living like me, taking photos of the world’s best DJ MG, traveling around the world with him, going to the huge party/music festival with the #teamgarrix. He is just a so damn talented photographer. I definitely love his photos because the best moment about it is that it never changes even when the person in it does. I remember I started to take photos when I was in 8th grade but I ended up giving up before I got into the college to start my next chapter. He inspires me to start taking photos again indeed, even though I am not really into photography and am currently so busy with my final project, I would so love to feel the way when he’s taking photo.
Please don’t ask me why I would love him that much! Come on, love is no reason. I can tell you I love MG’s music but not him; I love LvB, not only his photos, but everything about him, and I am glad that I know him and that he has taken the time out to talk to my weird ass, though just once only. I know it’s cliche but I’m in love with him. I am obsessed by him. I go to sleep thinking about him, wake up thinking about him; I can’t get him out of my thoughts. I’d drop everything if he asks me to and I would do anything for him that I am pretty sure. I am so desperate for him I even considered getting pregnant just so if I wasn’t with him, I’d have part of him to hold onto (I know I think too much). I know this is totally wrong and not sensible but I want him, I need him—I miss him. I want more! Okay, to him, I am just basically one of the fans, but, to me, he is my world.
I think this is kind of 失戀 as you will never make him love you back. I love him but these 3 simple words aren’t enough for both of us. I do know no matter how much I love him, he will never know. Of course, “I love you” is not enough to make him mine but still I can love a person with all my heart and soul.
I feel like I’m going mad insane—completely crazy.